Crush

Yesterday I cry , Today I cry . Yesterday I cry because I was too sad seeing Palestin being attacked . But today I was cry because of you ! i dont know why . I look at him as a friend, then I realized I loved him. Its a weird feeling , rite ? err , yeah . I had that feeling now ! 

I never knew it would be this hard to lose someone I never truly had . 

I wonder, what I could Do or Say to make him like me. I wonder, what or who I need to be, to be his. I wonder, when just being me will be enough . 

Should I smile cause were friends, or should I cry cause that's all well ever gonna be ? em , somebody please help me :/ ! I dont know what to do . I am ZERO now ! Why should I like people like you ? 

I think it's weird when I love you, I think it's weird when I want you, when you don't even know I'm there ! Rite ? :'( Mama .. Help me . I miss him everytime . But i was too afraid to tell him that . Dear crush , I hope you read this . I like you and I Love you . Sorry for that :'( bye -Adinda-